When did I change from wanting to make the world a better a place to wanting to be on top of it? From thinking that one day I would be saving lives to attempting to ruin them? Have I become a bad person or did I just grow up ? Whatever the reason, I want to find that girl again. The one who thinks that the world is a safe place to live in. The child who knows her parents will always take care of her. The teenager waiting for her great love. The young woman who’s sure she’ll be a writer. This blog is my attempt at finding the person I always thought I would be. It may be a journey I need to take alone but I’m willing to share it with those of you out there who want to listen.